An Infestation of False Pride

i’m proud of the person that i am pretending to be

i didn’t want to admit it, see,

because sadness, no matter how fleeting

is better than not feeling

at all.

but pride seems harmless

in the face of genuine happiness. and i’m lying alone in my

room all i can see is the joy in the gloom.

well, i confess

the monsters don’t scare me anymore

ever since i joined them on the floor.

if you lay with dogs they say

you’ll wake with fleas the next day

Well i lay with creatures of the night

and i haven’t yet wanted to wake from the fright.